eeep! it's been forEVA since i updated...sorry, y'all. the laptop i borrowed from a friend got a virus and i haven't had the money to have it fixed. so i've been going to the library once a week or so, and not staying long enough to update. my apologies. thanks to everyone who has commented and emailed and called...
i'm still alive, yes. very much so. another entry, a much longer entry needs to happen, but suffice it to say that i'm doing better than i have in ten years.
i'm a yoga convert and addict, and i've got a custom routine set up at the gym that i've been doing. my body is changing everyday, and it's been so so good for the soul. i've been taking my meds religiously and they seem to be working well. i'm taking vitamins and eating regularly, sleeping at night and waking up in the morning with J. i'm no longer taking klonopin because i don't need it. i have it just in case, but haven't taken it in weeks.
i saw my new psychiatrist today, and was completely honest with her about everything (including cutting as a coping mechinism) and got a lot of good feedback and encouragement re: all my efforts.
i feel good, yall. and now i'm off to meet my gorgeous boyfriend for lunch. i will be back soon, and i love you all muchly. *mwah*