buspirone. my new medication for anxiety.
I WENT TO THE DOCTOR TODAY.
those who know me (and all my neurosis) well know that is astounding.
so much got kicked up by the decision to go, being there, and all the reasons why i hate going. so much to say, still stuck, still having trouble releasing anything. but. the point remains...this is brand new behavior: having a crisis and dealing with it head-on, even though that meant doing lots of Very Scary Things.
a big public thank you thank you thank you to j & jj for everything. couldn't have done it without you. *mwah*
one question though...anyone know why it states ON THE BOTTLE that i cannot drink grapefruit juice while on this medication? not that it's cramping my style, but isn't that an odd interaction? just wondering...
my goddaughter is the most brilliant being alive. she's learned to sing "twinkle twinkle little star" all by herself, has decided that feelings come from cows (it's a long story) and alllllmost has that jumping thing down. she's very much becoming her own person, and i couldn't be more delighted to be a part of it.
so, before i go, my "oh, HELL" moment of the day:
(from http://www.paulsadowski.org/BirthData.asp)
25 June 1982
Your date of conception was on or about 2 October 1981 which was a Friday.
my mother's birthday was october first, which was a thursday. !!! who needs to know WHEN their parents did it? that makes the whole thing so very real...something it should never ever be. oy vey....
night y'all.