To remember or to forget it
Could you ever laugh out loud while you cry
It will own you & you can't let it
While it holds you, you can't even try
You're so unsatisfied
You're so damn petrified
You ain't got nothin'
No you ain't got nothin' to prove
Just a little heartache
Just a little hole
Just an itchy finger
Nobody knows
Just a little heartache
Somethin' for the soul
Fingers on the trigger and
Nobody knows
What she knows
Got a secret & how you dread it
I should have known
By the lonely look in your eye
Made a promise & never kept it
You didn't even tell me good-bye
You're so unsatisfied
There's no more tears to cry
You ain't got nothin'
No you ain't got nothin' to prove
Just a little heartache
Just a little hole
Just an itchy finger
Nobody knows
Just a little heartache
Somethin' for the soul
Fingers on the trigger and
Nobody knows
What she knows
In December I got your letter &
By the springtime
They let me know you were gone
If I only loved you better
I'd see you smile again
But what's done is done
Just a little heartache
Just a little hole
Just an itchy finger
Nobody knows
Just a little heartache
Somethin' for the soul
Fingers on the trigger and
Nobody knows
What she knows
yesterday was my mom's birthday. it hit me harder than i ever expected. i want to go curl up on a blanket in the park today and write my little heart out. but i'm supposed to be at work and...yeah. i don't think there's any calling out. this is me seven years later, i suppose, all grown and shit.
i don't wanna, i don't wanna, i. don't. wanna.
but i have to.
wish me luck.