after all the pure shittiness of the past few days (not even worth getting into right now), i FINALLY have some success to report:
thanks to a lovely chat session with the always lovely raven-bean and waaaaay too much coffee, i am once again feeling alive and productive, and....
i just sent out a bunch of cover letter/resumes and have a bunch more ready to be faxed/mailed.
go me!
this means that i'm not nearly as far gone into depression as i thought i was. thank GOD. i desperately needed momentum to be mine again. i feel inspired and successful and quite proud. i know it's 4:30 am and all, but completion of what has been a HUGE weight on me is so totally worth celebrating.
yay!