 
 
11 February 2008 @ 1:44 p.m. it's as if you knew me better than i ever knew myself.... wow. i just read the last entry. i guess i didn't realize i left with that....no wonder y'all have been worried. i'm here and i am okay. i have a new therapist whom i love and we're FINALLY taking on the trauma work that i have needed to do all these years. i'm still applying for disability; on my second denial and about to get a lawyer (wish me luck!). i am FINALLY back in my house with my new kitchen, putting my life back together one box at a time. the boy, the cats and i are all very much in love with each other. we're making it one day at a time. that said, i think it's time for me to take a break from this whole blogging thing. i need my privacy while i work out this stuff...plus, i kinda feel like if i'm going to write about my life from this point on, it's going to be notes for my book, you know? the love i have been shown over the years here has meant more than i could ever express. this has always been an experiment in honesty, in seeing how far i could push myself into living out loud by publicly challenging my own bullshit. it has been an amazing success, and it wouldn't have been without your feedback. now, it's time for me to move on. if i do decide to blog again, know that i will of course come back and leave a link. until then, my email is bella dot rivolta at g mail dot com, and feel free to look me up on myspace. take care, y'all...and love yourselves always, for that is the revolution. love, hothead. hothead is hearing: hothead is LOVING: hothead is reading:
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